Now , i've seen so much hate on youtube ever since i started going on there.
I posted a video nearly 2 years ago now showing a squishy package i got from an online shop called "melovewholesale".At this time i was 12 , really into kawaii and Japanese things.I'm 13 now , and even though it's only a year and a half ago , i've grown out of those kind of things.I'm into youtubers , and beauty , makeup type things and i spend a lot of my time editing videos for my youtube channel.I'm an average - not perfect - self conscious teenager.I've made internet friend's that i talk too more than some of my friend's in real life.I've learnt a lot and is pushing myself to do more things.Now getting back to this youtube video.The squishy package video was posted, at this time i didn't edit my videos and i never had.The video started gaining views and when it got to 100 views i was over the moon.I told all my family but then people started to dislike and start saying "ew was that a fart!?" and "Who farted? that's disgusting!" it turned out to be my mum , and i'm not lying to cover myself up , it was legitimatly my mum who farted.That started to be the hate and then i came across a comment by a girl that said and i state :
"Disliked because
1. You don't squish em' right
2. Bad quality
3. Your sister was annoying
4. Lamee"
I would put my reply but she's deleted all the comments.It would of been me sticking up for myself.Now not to be rude , in some of her comments she had spelled like a 9 year old and her profile picture looks like one too , but oh no.She's calling me a "lil' girl" and saying she's older and more mature than i will ever be,Now i've always seen youtube comments as a huge huge place where people post their opinions and sometimes take it way too far.This is no way like me , but if you are reading this and has posted a hate comment.Think before you type.You're words can really hurt somebody more than you can think.Even on big youtubers , where they get lots of hate if they see one of them and it is bad enough , it can really hurt them as well.We are humans.We have feelings , and do get sad and upset sometimes.Just please think before you type or you can severely hurt somebody that can lead to worse things.That's all i wanted to say.If you are getting hate , i love you very much and you deserve to live in the world and you do count , ignore the haters and shake it off ;)
Sorry if this got deep ,
i just really needed to express what was piled up inside my brain haha,
x Ellie x
